*sigh ...

did i ever tell why i was planning to study abroad?
since the day i became an exchange student ones

well. truthfully, i don't know, till now
all my life, since primary school, i got surrounded by books
schools, tutor, and grades ...

I AM SOOOO BORED
i never knew what i want
i never plan my future
when will i do this, that, etc etc

i had wonderful feelings when i went to UK
few burdens fell off from my shoulders
my head felt lighter
my steps felt shorter, cause i knew i enjoyed something ...

it doesn't mean that i don't like it here
i love it
i was born here
indonesia is in my blood till death do us part
it just that, there's this 'brainwash' or you can say influence when i was little,
you'll express yourself more somewhere

i know i'll leave my family behind
my lovely family, my frends
but, hey, we'll meet up again
if we don't have a chance in this world, i'm sure we'll meet up some-where-that-we-all-know
it's a beautiful world, if i'm not doing these now ... when will it be?

i don't care about the uni grades and shit
i'm gonna be a wife and a mom anyway :P