Sunday 21 November 2010

A letter with love, but not a love letter, especially for Faadiya Nurrahma

Hi there, I do hope you read this.
If you don't understand most of the things I wrote here, well... sorry, cause I feel more comfortable writing this way, so bear with me okay? :)
This is mostly from the bottom of my heart, it's not all of it, cause it'll take me ages to write it all out.


Okay, my lil sister.
Happy birthday.
You're not little anymore, you're bigger than me, really.
And that made my love for you is bigger as well.
You're the funniest young lady I've ever know, you're one of my fuel in life.
You made me cry, hate, but most of them are laugh.


You're teenager now, but still you're my little angel in my heart.
With puffy cheeks, protruded chin, and big puppy eyes.
You're still hugable and snuggable person ;)
There are times where you disappointed of me, and I am so sorry.
You always say, I miss you Teh, but I'll just say, awww...
But the truth is, I miss you too.
I do, I wanna take you to somewhere nice, have fun, like any sisters do.
But because of my choice to study abroad, we never have that kind of experience.
However, whenever I come home, even for few weeks, I will make it up to you.
Let's go to cafes, restaurants, or any place you want.


I know you're ill at this moment, but don't give up okay?
Even though I'm not there with you, but I'm here whenever you need me.
I'll support you, you know that right?
I may not the best-est sister in the world, but you are to me.


Teteh kangen dan sayang Faadiya.  Muahhhh...
Selamat ulang tahun.
Semoga impiannya tercapai, sukses, sehat, dan bahagia selalu ya Dek.
Jangan lupa solat, berdoa, dan belajar.

Teh Miril

Monday 15 November 2010

my mistake

I consider myself as a one lucky young lady.
No emptiness I feel during the day, yeah I'm living apart from my family but so what?
It will happen to you sooner or later.


Money matter, I manage the outcome... apart on holiday :P
School, errr... I'm not the brightest student, I know people who are, but others sees me as one.
Friends, I have, don't worry :) well the closest one is living in other city, well bless her to hear my random ramblings.
Income... I had one before for the summer, and they still needs me sometimes.  So yeah I have a random(?) income if I can say it that way.
Family, we still keep in touch and they are always there for me.


The thing is, this is my own problem so if you feel the same way, please don't.
The thing is I, most of the time, forgot to say thank you for having these privileges.
To whom? To Allah, Allah gives and showers me with blessing.
But I forgot to say thank you, I just smiled widely like an idiot when I receives them.
Is it hard to say alhamdulillah my dear Ami? No, not at all.


alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin
All the praises and thanks be to Allâh, the Lord of the 'Alamîn


I heard about, if you say thank you, the one who gives you advantages will give you more.
I believe that, it's just sometimes human forgets easily, we forget things.


I'm so sorry if I forgot to say those words.
alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin


alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin
because I remember to say it.


alhamdulillahi rabbil alamin
for everything...


Allah's love are uncountable, believe that.

your name in 'dictionary' =P

amiril rahmi faradini --
[noun]:

A deadly strain of projectiile vomit
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com