*sigh ...

did i ever tell why i was planning to study abroad?
since the day i became an exchange student ones

well. truthfully, i don't know, till now
all my life, since primary school, i got surrounded by books
schools, tutor, and grades ...

I AM SOOOO BORED
i never knew what i want
i never plan my future
when will i do this, that, etc etc

i had wonderful feelings when i went to UK
few burdens fell off from my shoulders
my head felt lighter
my steps felt shorter, cause i knew i enjoyed something ...

it doesn't mean that i don't like it here
i love it
i was born here
indonesia is in my blood till death do us part
it just that, there's this 'brainwash' or you can say influence when i was little,
you'll express yourself more somewhere

i know i'll leave my family behind
my lovely family, my frends
but, hey, we'll meet up again
if we don't have a chance in this world, i'm sure we'll meet up some-where-that-we-all-know
it's a beautiful world, if i'm not doing these now ... when will it be?

i don't care about the uni grades and shit
i'm gonna be a wife and a mom anyway :P

i'm just not that into it

sorry,
you may nudge me if you must
you may yell at me if you want
you may punch me if you can

at the extreme,
you may kill me if you need,
but you have to handle EVERYTHING in the end

may Allah bless you,

I love you, to death
it's just, this matter ... not really my thing
I always love you

thinking of you

sounds familiar?
it's a title of Katy Perry's song
i am loving it, it's a must listen song at this time =P

it's a type of song that ... you don't have to listen it every time to know the lyric,
the melody, etc
it'll 'click' itself
it's very catchy, fits well with my moody days =D
to you all love birds ... i think this is sooo you
joke ...

comparisons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
like an apple hanging from a tree
i picked the ripest one, i still got the seeds

you said move on, where do i go?
i guess second best is all i will know

* cause when i'm with him, i am thinking of you
thinking of you
what you would do if
you were the one who was spending the night
oh i wish that i was looking into your eyes

you're like an indian summer
in the middle of winter
like a hard candy, with a surprise center
how do i get better?
once i've had the best
you said there's tons of fishes in the water
so the waters i will test --- what a cool girl ;)

he kissed my lips
i taste your mouth
he pulled me in
i was disgusted with myself
*
you're the best
and yes i do regret
how i could let myself let you go
now the lesson's learned
i touched i was burned
oh i think you should know
*
your eyes, looking into your eyes
looking into your eyes
oh won't you walk through and bust in a door and take me away ...
oh no more mistakes
cause in your eyes i'd like to stay ...

here i am

it's been months since my last post
pheew ... gosh i miss this thing sooo much

i'm still in jakarta, not intending to go anywhere, yet =P
wait for august ha ha

days passes soooo quick!
i hardly know what date is today
i'm counting down til April now =D
i am soooo thrilled about it yeayyyy ...
hope i can do it though, or else ........

i'll see you anytime soon Babe ;)
gotta go now!