Well, I was waiting for an exam. I just sat there on my favourite place in the class, silently prayed that everything is going to be okay. Then this guy, who sat 2 seats in front of me, looked at me and said.
'Can I ask you something?'
'Err, yes, if I can answer them.'
'Well I think you can, cause I think you are... kind of girl who'll get perfect score in everything.'
Then he came up to me and asked few question about the subject of the exam, and I helped him... in some way.
First thing first, I am not THAT student. I don't get a perfect mark on EVERYTHING I DO.
There are students who are much much much better, believe me, I know.
I don't know though, that wasn't the first time people came up to me and told me that.
Even the teachers, well, some said that I can take this particular course cause they believe I can do them.
Seniors! yeah seniors, they told me in front of the crowd that, I am not the kind of student who have to struggle to get good marks.
In my heart, deep down, I just shake my head and deny them.
Well, it is nice for people consider me that way. Alhamdulillah.
That means I have... a good impression (?) and they believe me.
Hmm, okay... well, I can do whatever they suggested, I am capable, but the problem is, do I want to?
To be honest, I am an-easy-to-get-bored type of person.
I'll do everything in a good mood in the beginning, but then... the passion just disappear.
If I do whatever people suggested, I am soooo afraid I'll let them down eventually.
So yeah basically,
Dear people, who knows me or just passer byers, thank you for what you told me about me being a good student and all.
But sometimes, those words are just burden to them (well for me especially).
With love,
Me
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